So I felt life was actually going nowhere with my chronic procrastination and League of Legends addiction, thus I decided to just up and go. I deleted LoL and decided to minimise gaming time and increase studying time. So far it's working but as expected the change is slow, one cannot simply just shift their minds in a day.
Life's been life. Once again shining brilliance (and insufferable ego) has slightly outcasted me among some. At least this time round it doesn't affect friends.
And I got around to really thinking about the future. It scares me yet it's a jump into the unknown I'm willing to take. For a person who thinks he thinks a lot, I don't actually think much. I just jump right off the (metaphorical, if you haven't caught on) edge and think after. I just feel like I subconsciously processed everything sometimes and I just instinctively go with the decision which is why the more time I'm allowed to think with, the less better it is sometimes.
So here's a toast to the unknown!
